Gift Yourself - The Window's World

It is pretty unusual when life gives you chances to re-do a mistake, but you do not undo it, in fact, you repeat it, time and again, over and over. 

“This time, I cannot forgive you sweets, and you do know why. Because this time, it isn’t the first time, I cannot forgive you, and I certainly won’t forget.”

Aditya could feel the burning helplessness between the couple who was talking somewhere around the window. They might have walked away soon after, but they left behind words and feelings which created a web of vibes of how something isn’t as easy as it seems to be, but it can be made that way. 

Somewhere, Aditya held no memories of how he was as a person in his life. But, he also knew how forgetting everything brings in this eternal peace which he resides in right now. He wondered how do people deny themselves their own peace of mind. How can they not be selfish enough to hold in. 

Forgive and forget. Not for someone else, but for yourself. Let your heart be an abyss like one of a mother’s because by the end, in the depths of it all, it will hold forgiveness. It will know that ultimately the most peaceful thing to do is to forgive. You do not forgive because they love you, forgive because that’s your ultimate form of love. 

Forgive because you no longer need to pollute your heart with hate, anger and bitterness, it’s just another way of holding on, and that person does not belong here anymore. 

Forget, not because it isn’t worth it anymore, but because you ain’t worthless enough to hold on. Forget the act of betrayal, hatred or anger, but do not forget the lesson it left behind. 

Forgive. It’s a gift not to the other, but to yourself. From one deserving soul, to an undeserving one. For your happiness to their guilt. It’s a gift to humanity.